it repeats

maybe i am fated to be like this..

people just don't respect me..

i havta forget him!

anyone

this is me when i'm bored...

i give my idiot fugly face..

anyway who cares?

you care, you are no better okay.

i'm in the mood of photography,

i want a model.

baby take me for a ride

yak dushhhh!
i'm lazy to type...

i may be ugly, but see me in the inside (:

speechless :/

it's for halloween^^

but gambar ni cacat and i don't care.

just so you know, i don't care about how you look on me okay.

elmelda cousin is at my house since monday night.

she will be going back home tomorrow.

yessssss, i had fun for the first week of school holidays!

i'm here to say that i miss him damn much.

no words could express my agony.

:/

to my lovable friend; dianna.

Cheer up okay love? Be strong! Prove to everyone your strong! :)

I know you’ve been hurt, I know how it feels. Believe me, I do. But the feeling will pass. The tears will stop falling. Your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on. Don’t let go, don’t lose hope because I promise you’ll find someone who will treat you right the way he never did. Someone who will never ever leave you, the way he did. He’ll be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you my dear friend and I want you to be happy.

I'm not your dog

^^ni gambar dah lama kay. muka pun tak perlu. hehs.

if i'm not wrong its taken after jamming.

damn, i miss jamming. :/

seems like convolt's...

okay i don't dare to say but yeah i miss the past alot.

i also cant wait for the future!

great news :

passed my sec 2 end year exams and get promoted!

bad news :

my sec 3 friends aren't doing well ):

guys, just don't give up alright? you still have time but you better start now.

other than that, i'm having problems too.

this time, i don't want people to step on my head.

i know i'm too humble, but as a friend can you please like give me some respect?

ain't gonna talk to you till you give in.

andddd um, the last weekend went out with melda cousin and sister iffah.

haha 23/10/10 was a day to remember! very fun uh.

we recorded videos like superstar going shopping and took pictures like modelings.

so yesterday aisha, amirul and dianna accompanied me to kkh to do my blood test.

today, ain't really good but i did smiled to him after a loooongggg time. :)

" Yes, i'm weird. "

every girl wish

his unique. his awesome. his lovable.

every girl wants a guy to be her everything.

she wants to be loved and pampered.

there's this story of a girl liking this cool guy. she first had a sudden crush on him when she went to watch his performance and wanted to eat dinner together with him but he cancelled it. she was damn pissed off with him, and told to her sister. her sister asked her if she has fallen in love with him. she said she don't know and blushed away. before going off from him, he told her if she's his biggest fan. she was speechless at that time. not knowing what to say, she skipped topic. he face was as red a chilli. she want to hide away from him cause he was looking straight to her face. back home, she knew the truth. now she's hiding away from him. not wanting him to know the truth that she loves him and doesn't want to loose him as a friend. but she miss him alot. she ignored when he looked at her in school and going far away from him. and that girl is me :/
i'm repeating it again. sighhhh~ no one will really understand how i feel right now. i'm weird and arrogant, i know that. but come on, if its you, what will you do?

Vivocity

starting from right side; eraa, me and nana.

camwhored with my lovely dudettes yesterday. view more picture at my facebook.

enjoyed going out with you babes. nana hope you had fun with us kay!

ignore amirul, kepala angin betul budak ni. hah. eraa also, hope you had fun with us and hameed!

hang out more soon love pies(: 

and the cameraman; hameed tertinggal kau. heh.

^^aku tk tunjuk muka kau kay kawan? hah ;D

well, above is my sec 3 friend. eraa's boyfriend. his is very friendly when it comes to problems.

okay la, quite a few number of times i shared with him my probs. heh. last long with eraa okay!

take care of her properly, don't spoil her eh! she's a nice girl tau. aku sayang dia manyak! :D

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For you to know

Hilary Duff - Who's that girl

howaweya

helloooooo xoxos! this year's birthday was awesome. my friends sang me a birthday song and mom treated me at sakura restaurant. after many years, like at last my whole family ate there this year on 18/10/10! <3 love my people and always will. (:

life has been quite stressful but you know me, i'm the cheerful and strong girl. people keep giving me negative comments about him, i guess i should just give up liking him but it will repeat all over again and its the third time. i'm tired. sighhhh

olhaey is my new nickname. meaning, i'm okay! :D yes, i'm in love with cici?

half-dead

hey. as i've told you guys i'm gonna be inactive right? haha, see thats a true one. i'll update the links when i'm free again, very soon. :P

yeap there are problemos~ <3 without it your life's gonna be dull, trust me. heh.

kay guys, i'm awesome & you're double.

bye, take care, love.

I miss you Red colour. );

 Two more days to English Mid Year Paper.

Three more days to Malay Mid Year Paper.

I wanna wish all of you guys out there good luck yeah.

Hope you will pass with flying colours! (:

Well, life for me has been fun as usual with my friends who cheer me up when i'm down. Thanks for being there when i'm down friends. Love you guys very much. (:

To this guy friend of mine;

"I miss the old you. Why you treat me like a stranger? I miss talking to you buddy. You're a very funny guy, and i will laugh at every joke you made. But it's been a long time since i've talked to you. And if you keep on going like this, then maybe i can't be your friend anymore. I wonder why you suddenly stopped talking to me. Please, tell me why dude. You make me feel worried this way. I beg you, tell me the reason why. Talk to me, like we used to. I wanna solve the problem. If not, we have the same friends and we're always hanging out together, and it's making me feel awkward to see you everyday in class or anywhere. I wish i didn't knew you. Guhhhh. You want me to think like that? If you don't want, come confront me. I don't wanna loose you cause you are my friend. Friends are precious."

Oh yeah, i really miss jamming with my bandmates!

After the mid year exams then we can go jamming again. ):

Nevermind, concentrate on studies first! :D

Besides, my sister and i have uploaded a few of covers at youtube.

GO CHECK IT OUT~!! @iiFFahwantsMORE

Today is my father's birthday. So here's my wish to you dad. Sorry if it's in malay language.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!

 SYG AYAH! :D

 Insyallah adek akan belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Semoga ayah panjang umur and sihat selalu. (:

Find me on facebook/twitter.

Lalalaalalalaalalalaaaaaa.......

this girl is fine, but there were problems, of course. hah. like i said "let's be forgiving and forget about it." so ya, i'm sooooo worried for the mid year exams which are coming soon in two weeks time. wish me luck kay guys? for my buddies out there good luck too okay! (: pray before you do the paper alright. soooo i've been practising my maths lately. i hope there's an improvement for my maths this mid year. and guys i'll be active on twitter and facebook. so anything find me there. (: psszzt: i've changed my hairstyle. look for my pictures at facebook. that's it. byeeeeee!

Best friends suck.

Hey earth.

I'm in a confused mind.

Can anyone chat with me?

And give me solutions to it.

Problems everyday.

Without failing.

I hate my life when it comes 

to problems.

Friends are our laughing pills.

But when it comes to a fight.

We hate it.

Yeah?

I'll update my blog when i feel like updating

cause i don't know i just have this feeling of

not to update about my happy life. Haa-haa.

Unlucky day

Justin York^^

when he was a teenager.

Handsome!!! *grins

Later i will be attending a seminor talk at school. And after that going to town with sister and meet my parents there. I just can't wait for it. Dad said that he wants to buy me and my sister a new handphone. Wheeee! At last it's not a china phone anymore. Ugh. -_- Haha. Shhh! I swear to myself i will never buy a china phone anymore. I've learnt a lesson. Hahah. XD K enough of that, so today was so called FARID'S UNLUCKY DAY. Heee. Because he have to kiss the whiteboard during literature lesson and was confiscated phone by our form teacher during english lesson. Haha, funny lah you brother. *smiles Oh yeah, teacher changed our sitting places again. -.- Fed up! Ugh. Aisha is not sitting behind me anymore. )); But that Hafiz and Azhari are still sitting close to me. Grr. Seeing my assholes later on again.

Thursday - 25/03/10
School was fun because of my fun buddies and not because of studying. Hahah. So after school, went to eye check-up at KKH. I was late. Heheh. But it was quite fast this year. Next eye appointment will be next year on March holidays. Luckily its not on school days if not i have to rush like yesterday. Heh. After that, sat with mom at KKH kopitiam for awhile then took bus home.

Wednesday - 24/03/10
At school was awesome because of the funny dudes. Heheh. Azhari was very funny on this day. He suddenly jumped to Farid and hugged Farid as he's afraid of thunder. HAHAHAHAH! I can't stop laughing. xP I can't imagine a strong boy like him is afraid of the growling thunder. Ohmy~! Haha! K i will not talk about it anymore. Hehehe. After school, used the laptop and went out to Northpoint at night to fetch parents from work just for fun and also fetch Melda my cousin. She was at my house only for that day as her school did the sports day at Yishun stadium. So yeah for quite a long time we didn't hang out with each other. I miss hanging out with her. Soon kay Mel? :)

Karaoke Rehearsal.

Hey! Today school was fun but i don't like school okay. It all happened by those funny guys in our class.The awesome thing is that teacher put Hafiz beside me. His quite irritating but i don't mind. It's fun for me. Heh. At least there is people to disturb me. And Aisha is also sitted just behind me. Yay! Heee. I only remembered the part Azhari suddenly jumped to Farid as he was scared of the thunder. HAHA scaredy-cat! :P The whole class was laughing at him that time. Haha. Then after school, i had karaoke rehearsal. Took a few pictures with my friends below. Enjoy viewing it! (: But WAIT. I was really shocked as when i viewed my twitters followers as Sean Kingston just followed me!!! *smiles And i didn't followed him at all. OMG~! :D Checked his twitter page. Didn't know that he is in Singapore now. Haha. Okay, i wanna eat, dad has brought back a few foods from the night market. (sounds so awkward xD) K, tataa!

Farid muke cramp^^. Hahah!

^^My two handsome brothers :D but they're insane!

Emo pah??^^

Efael cramp smile^^. Haha! Cute!

^^At the hall waiting for the karaoke rehearsal.

^^My NEW 2010 best buddy! :D

My lovely adik^^ :D

Back to school.

Yooooo! \m/ ;D

Today was not thaaaattt fun in school but i did paid attention to all the periods. *applauses After school, went to Long John Silver with Iffah and Acap. We waited for Nuris then we ordered the food. I treated Acap sincere okay. Actually, i'm fair to all my friends. So yeap, no arguments yeah. *peace Chit-chatted with Nuris for awhile then she went back home. So we went to the waterplay which has just opened in Northpoint and slacked for awhile then just went walking the whole Northpoint and went to a nearby block to slack. Discussed about band and then walked back home. Quickly bathed and read my storybook while waiting for mom to come back from work. Heh. After that, ate with her. And here i am using the computer. After this, i'm gonna pack my school bag and if i'm not sleepy i wanna study for awhile. Heee. K, that's it for today. Nights! :)

Sunday [21/03/10]

My family and me went to visit my uncle whom has just went out from the hospital a few days ago at West Coast. Woah, we just went there and we got $70 went going home time. *surprised Enjoyed going there as we did have a long conversation with our aunties which we have not met them for quite a long time. Heh. Thanks for the awesome surprises yeah aunties! *smiles

Saturday [20/03/10]

Went out to eat dinner near Little India with my family only. First time eating there, and the Tom Yam soup it's really delicious! Should go and eat there again. Hehe. After that, went to Matilda house but we didn't came out from the car then we went to dark and quite roads. Hahah, just wanted to adventure. After that send mom and dad back home then followed aunty to her office and stayed there till the next morning. Of course, we did sleep but we just accompanied her there as she's alone.

Girls wanna have fun

Below were yesterday's pictures.

School project work

Yoooo sup guys.

Sorry if i've not been typing lately as i'm seriously very busy and also lazy. Heheh.

So today i'm going to Nurul Rahila's house to do a malay project work soon after this.

With i don't know who. Hahaha.

K, that's it for now. Tata!

Convolt's first gig.

TODAY [18/0310]

Not going anywhere.
Deeni coming to our house to discuss about our band.


Wednesday [17/03/10]

Watched 'My Name Is Khan' with mom.
I love the story! It is funny and sad at the same time. Haha.
Last sentence, "My name is Farah, and i'm not a terrorist". :D

CONVOLT'S GIG

Tuesday [16/03/10] @ Artshouse (Playden).

Monday [15/03/10]

Went jamming with bandmates.

All of them are in the pictures below.

After jamming, slacked for awhile.

AMIRUL'S AND COMPANY DANCE

@ DanceWork! 2010. Sunday [14/03/10]

OUTING WITH FAMILY

@ VIVOCITY -> RUBINA RESTAURANT.

Saturday [13/03/10]