what i'm thinking now..

heluuuuuu
4 more months to finish this going in and out hospital every one time in a month..
tiring babe! pffft ~
currently i'm alone now. waiting for my family to arrive i-don't-know-when?
can you guys be faster???

this 16th his having last gig at ngee ann poly.
maaaaaaann! again, i can't go cause its my cousin's engagement day :(
brrrrhh, its always like this!
seems like i'll have to wait for end year and his gonna perform again.
for now his not in the mood cause of his life.
i would wanna talk to him but i'm shy and scared to.

we're not lesbos, but we're verrrrry close :/

yeah it's April a new beginning.. so hey April F0.ol!

i wonder why people love to think negative instead of postive?
isn't it easier for you to think happy things...?
i know we are humans, we have feelings.
but hey, you just know how to blame without having evidence.
i don't fight with you, i don't tell the whole world !
please stop thinking that you're so perfect alright.
doesn't mean everyone in this world loves you.
there must be people who hates you, your enemies,
the worsest of all and you don't know whose behind that two faced.
and here you are thinking that your friends hates you.
though we don't really show our love, care and concern,
we do.. and you should have known that right ?
if you want people to treat you the way you want, treat the same to them.
it hurts when i see you choosing a new friend one after another.
i don't show my ego cause i value our friendship more than that.
i don't wanna lose this girl whom i've known the first starting of my high school life.
i still remember the times we had fun together, only both of us.
we went karaoke-ing, outing, exercising. we were like so damn close okay!
but yeah it is true that people change and we can't do anything about it. sigh*
i just hope that you will remember your friends after we finished our high school.

a frest start.
a beautiful ending?