Ignore my ugly duckling face below, it shows my feelings after i got my n level results. Well actually i really wanted to go for higher nitec but it seems that now 2 times i've tried for it and it's still unsuccessful. Maybe they chose those n level graduates with higher points than me. Shuckz whats the use of them scoring higher but not trying for o's? It's just unfair for those who scored lower but have to proceed with o's. I just think the people who chose who's successful are being inconsiderate to others who needs it more. Even my teacher was shocked when they didn't let me in so tell me right now if i'm stupid or they're useless. Tsk. So right now, i'm going for sec 5 and still appealing for the ite higher nitec. Like what Mdm Chitra said earlier just now. Thanks for having such a supporting teacher, i feel great when she praised me in front of my parents :') Now i feel the spirit if i were to continue to take o levels. It's just that i always look down on myself and not confident. But after hearing what my teacher said, i feel honored. So i have to keep reminding myself that i ain't a loser and i can do it. Believe it, nothing's impossible. And Allah wants me to do this thing, do it right cause i believe he never make mistakes. In Sha Allah, i will try my really best!
Woah, this whole week is like i spent it going here and there to the ite chua chu kang and northview sec just because of this unsuccessful request. It really made me worried. Haha, i spent a whole paragraph typing about ite or sec 5 :P Besides that, yesterday was a badday. I tweeted about a bangla wrongly and look how fast people catch our mistakes and made it a fuss. They are both my religion and does it even bother them seriously. These kind of people just love to find fault.
Tell you what, in life don't be a busybody why be mad at a stranger finding fault with her when you don't know what he has been going through in his life. Do you know how i felt when you talked about me so rudely? You're tweeting it and spreading to everyone that i have a bad name. Satisfied? Well the main thing is you are a stranger so don't care about me alright. Thanks. And oh, be a person who cheers people up. Don't make people hurt cus you're just adding on sins to your life.
